Wedding Planning is Almost Over!!!
Our wedding is coming so fast! October 9th, 2010. We just finalized our vows yesterday. It wasn’t as bad as we thought it would be, but writing them down is much different than saying them in front of a hundred people! He he!! All this planning for one day. My advice to everyone who is planning on getting married is….. Do not go overboard with the planning.  The wedding goes by so fast!!
For our wedding, we found the cheapest yet best vendors around. If anyone needs help with any recommendations for a photographer, florist, venue, or DJ or anything else who live in Rhode Island or Massachusetts, please let me know and I will help you as much as I cant!
August 30, 2010
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Well, it is less than a month till my big day!! My wedding is October 9th, 2010. I am very excited! All I have left to do is get ring bands, the cake, the cake topper, place cards, brides maid gifts and and groomsmen gifts. I also need to make seating arrangements and send menu choices to our venue. Who said wedding planning was tough? I am almost at the end and I never once got stressed out. I made it fun!
August 10, 2010
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Wedding
Our wedding is on October 9th 2010. It is coming up soon! I never realized how much you have to do to plan a great wedding. We just went to a friends wedding last weekend and they had a photo booth, I big table with all kinds of candy, they did a ton of games, and they gave away a bunch of flip flops! The wedding was very fun, but a little too overboard. I am not working as of right now (I am studying photography) and my fiance is working a lot to pay for the wedding. We can’t afford all of the extravagant things that a lot of weddings have. We decided to make things to cut the cost. We went to Micheal’s Arts and Crafts and got cards to print the Response cards. When we unpackaged them, they were folded in half like a birthday card. So we decided to print the response cards on one side and print and the directions on the other. We designed them ourselves and printed them ourselves and they came out great! We just recently got our engagement photos done on Sunday. I am anxiously waiting for them to be posted online. We got the invitations, the photographer, the DJ, the florist, the favors, the guest book, the ring bearer pillow, my dress and accessories, and Jeff’s tux. We still need to brides maid gifts which is going to be jewerly, wedding rings, the wedding cake, groomsmen gifts, and thank you cards and stamps, and toiletry stuff for the basket in the brides room at the venue.  Our rehearsal is the day before the wedding at 5:30 pm and then the dinner right after at Mills Tavern in Providence, RI.
July 28, 2010
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Butler
Sorry everyone. I haven’t posted anything in a while. My anxiety got very bad and I really didn’t want to do anything which includes writing. I got very depressed. I can’t keep a job (I always quit after the first day). I stay home all day doing nothing. I am supposed to be exercising to help the depression, but I dont feel like it. Jeff (my fiance) and my father talked and are paying $3000 to get me in Butler right away. Butler is a special hospital for anxiety and a depression. I started getting very angry at Jeff for NO reason at all. I cry for no reason at all. I am not myself. Because I can’t get a job, I do not have money. I have to ask Jeff if I can get a coffee or anything else and that makes me feel like his child and not his fiance. I dont talk to a good friend anymore because we always went to lunch together every Thursday, but I can’t pay for my share. I am going tomorrow to Butler for a screening.  My heart is beating a million miles an hour. I am so nervous. The program is a week long and they recommend a therapist when the program is over. Wish me luck.
June 28, 2010
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Getting Married at the Town Hall
My anxiety is getting worse. My family and Jeff are SO worried about me. I am getting worried about myself. Jeff and I decided that I am going to go to Butler Hospital to get help. Butler is a psych hospital in Rhode Island. My step sister went their because she had severe depression. She finished the program and went back to school for nursing and now she has a great job. She is so happy. That is what I want. Jeff called Butler and they told him that without insurance, the program in ten thousand dollars!!!!! What?!? They told him that with insurance it is one thousand dollars. I do not have insurance. I do not have a job. Our only option is to go to the town hall, get married, and go on my fiance’s insurance. Jeff, my fiance, is going to call a lawyer first because insurance companies can be tricky. If they decide they dont want pay, they can take our house from us. I asked Jeff how they can have the power to do that. If for some reason I cannot pay a bill when we get married, they will come after the house. Like I said, I am not making any m0ney and when we get married we are going to be sharing expenses.  We are still going to have our wedding at Squantum Association, but nobody except my family and Jeff’s family will know that we are already married.
May 26, 2010
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Cold Stone Creamery
My fiance’s father’s birthday was two days ago. We had a cookout during the day for him. His wife got him a cake from Cold Stone. I have had their ice cream before, but never the cake. What they do when you get ice cream is first you choose what ice cream flavor that you want and then you choose what candy that you want. They mix the candy into the ice cream in front of you. IT IS SO GOOD!!! The ice cream is creamy. We went about a week ago and I got peanut butter ice cream with white chocolate chips mixed into it. YUM!! They are a little pricey, so we only go once in a while.
Anyways… Jeff’s father’s cake had three layers. The first was strawberry ice cream, next was red velvet cake, next was vanilla ice cream with peanut butter cups mixed in and it was topped with butter cream frosting. It was so delicious! Jeff and I went over their house yesterday to have the last piece. 
 Jeff’s birthday is June 19th and I am getting him the Oreo Double Stuff cake!
Here is the website for Cold Stone Creamery – http://www.coldstonecreamery.com/
Enjoy!!Â
May 26, 2010
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My sister’s son Nicolas is now 2 months old! He is a very healthy baby. He cries he doesn’t get any attention! His eyes are wide open now and his face is fulling up! He is so adorable! I love him so much! Here is a new picuture of Nicolas!!! So cute!!
Nicolas
May 17, 2010
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My Anxiety Problems Contined….
I have been using the Mid West Center for Anxiety and Depression for about a month now and it has been working wonders! Today I will be doing session 5 which is Anger. I am going to listen to it when I am finished with this post. If you read my earlier posts you will know that I have very bad anxiety issues and one of my problems is that I can not keep a job. I keep quitting because I am so afraid of being criticized. At my last job, they treated my horribly. They criticized me a lot in a negative way. This was about 2 years ago. Since I have been using this program I feel SO much better about myself. I was taught that positive criticism will help you perform your job better. What is funny is that all of the people the criticized me in my prevision job all got fired! HA! Showed them! Tomorrow I am going for a interview at the YMCA in Smithfield, RI for Courtesy Desk Staff. Of course I am nervous, but it is time for me to get out in the world and make money for myself and stop having my fiance paying for everything that I do. Wish me luck!!!
May 3, 2010
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Red Sox game April 20th 2010
Yesterday was a better Red Sox game for us! They won 7-6 against the Texas Rangers! They were on a losing streak and they really needed this game. Of course the New York Yankees are having their glory with 12 wins so far in the season. BUT! Remember how it goes – if the Yankees have a terrible start of the season they will more likely win the world series (which is what happened last season) However it is visa versa where If the Red Sox have a terrible start of the season, they will more than likely win the world series. It is just the way it goes! Of course we, the Red Sox fans, want the Red Sox to win every game – but it sometimes works in our favor! GO SOX!
April 21, 2010
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Our First Red Sox Game of the Season
It was our first game for our Red Sox season tickets We were almost at Fenway when Jeff said “I forgot the tickets” We were able to get second pair from the box office. Then we went to Citizens bank to get money for the parking and for snacks at the park – we had new cards and didn’t have our pin numbers. I am very claustrophobic so we cant take the train to Boston… Since we didn’t have our pin numbers, we couldn’t get money for parking or for snacks at the park. So we drove around Boston for about 2 hours looking for a spot and couldn’t find anything. I got sick from going around in circles so finally we decided that we were going to go to Applebees and get some drinks and watch the game there. We stopped at a gas station first and the pump wasn’t working. Jeff was so upset that he even want to try another pump and we just went to Applebees. We had some beers and an appetizer. When it was time to pay, Jeff’s card was declined because he tried it so many times at the ATM. We had to use our emergency credit card. We drove home very slow! Our next game is tomorrow so I already put the tickets in my pocket book and Jeff got our pin numbers for the bank.
April 19, 2010
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